今天氣氛有點不好
每個人的心情都不是很好
我很想把氣氛弄好
但是氣氛不讓我這麼做

然後我的心情也開始憂鬱起來
很想有苦難言,有理說不清的感覺

why?
i don't know what's wrong with me and what's wrong with others
it's embarrassing  when the house is quiet
when went out with mum just now, only the baby is mumbling to himself and the whole car was quiet
i knew my mum was not happy at the moment
when i talked to her, she just said a few words and closed the conversation
i hate this
i very very hate this
that time i knew that if i had continued the conversation, my mum would have scolded me
so just let her closed the conversation and finished the journey and backed home

 now is quieter then just now
now only left the tv sound
everyone is doing their own stuff
my mum is playing her candy crush
my second brother is suffering with his sore throat
my little brother is watching his television
and i am blogging
right
i am here right now


i hope my uncle will be fully recovered as fast as possible
my mum and my aunts are very very worried about him
bless him