friends, i want to know who i am because i really don't know about myself. i don't want to be superwoman i just want to be a normal girl with lots of people love me. i know i have family and friends but why can't i have a lover? am i stupid or too bad that the guys always leave me without a good reason.

i am just seventeen but i hope to have a guy who really loves me and trusts me. i try to find but at last they will leave me alone and say u can find a better one. this doesn't make sense. find a better one? i thought you are the better one. after saying this, we become strangers again. just like this. ha! what a perfect and beautiful ending.

ya~please don't say you love me unless you really mean it because i might do something crazy like believe it. so, if you just want play with me, please don't appear in front of me. if you do, i don't know what will i do to you.